Trust me I totally get where you're coming from. I'm English law educated too and I have incurred a lot of debt for this endeavour. I have been working full time too and with my father being hospitalised with cancer for more than 5 months in the past 12 months (2 of which in intensive care).TheJuryMustDie wrote:PersistentAttorney, many congratulations on passing the bar and thanks for that little kick. In fact, I don't actually know how to quite. You could say I'm too determined for my own good. But I just find my England–US back and forth bar endeavours so mentally, emotionally and financially draining. In truth, I can't say I have actually really dedicated more than whole month for the exam. I have always worked full time with a young family. My last MBE score was actually better than this, but my essays have always been embarrassingly appalling.PersistentAttorney wrote:Cut this "I don't think I have the will" crap and start preparing for your next attempt! You spent hundreds of thousands of dollars and so many years of your life to quit now?? I know how you can improve your essays: Write 60 of them! I have an idea on how to improve your MBE too: Answer and review 1500 questions!TheJuryMustDie wrote:Congratulations Happyhour! I hope I get to feel the joy of passing like you someday..happyhour1122 wrote:TheJuryMustDie wrote:The first line is just so heart wrenching. "You are hereby notified that you did not pass the New York State bar examination"............gladiator0flaw11 wrote:I'm sorry to hear, I'm likely in the same boat. Mind sharing what the e-mail text said? = (TheJuryMustDie wrote:Failed with terrible essays! 134 MBE. So heartbroken . Don't think I have the will to go again. I'm a terribly slow writer. I don't know how I can improve my essay scores.
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Your current MBE is more than enough to convince you to do it again! YOU CAN AND WILL DO THIS! I BET MY ASS THAT COMING NOVEMBER YOU WILL BE POSTING HERE SAYING: "I FUCKEN* did it!"
*(happyhour influence)
Cowards quit and you are not one. It takes courage and strength to be in this thread congratulating others who passed when you haven't!
When I failed in my first attempt I just couldn't. For this you have my RESPECT!
Thanks again for the nudge and do enjoy this moment, I can only imagine how joyous you must be. Mucho gracias.
If I could do it, so can you. Study in the weekends and before and after work. Study while commuting, while having lunch, WHENEVER. Your MBE score compels you to do it again.
It's hard but this feeling you have now will only last if you don't take the exam again. The little time you invested in this is reflected on your essays. But your ability to pass on your MBE. Put in the time and you'll have no problem passing in July.